HBO confirmed Wednesday morning that it had canceled Looking, Michael Lannan’s dramedy series about three gay men searching for purpose and love in San Francisco. This news did not come as a surprise: the show had dismal ratings, even for premium cable, and there were ominous whispers long before the official announcement. Yet seeing this tweet from executive producer Andrew Haigh still sent a surge of despair and frustration through me:
I’m not alone. After a promising
but somewhat forgettable freshman season, Looking
emerged as a legitimate triumph this year, presenting ten confident, all-around
sublime episodes that culminated in Sunday’s gut-punch of a finale. With the
threat of cancellation looming, critics started to rally around
the show, which had been more or less nonexistent in the cultural conversation
aside from a smattering of controversy and contention that accompanied its
debut; I’m pretty sure I’ve seen more people talk about it this week than I saw
all last year. Needless to say, it was too little, too late.
Don’t
get me wrong: I’m hardly guilt-free in this regard; to be honest, I barely
thought about, let alone talked about, Looking
at all between the end of season one and the beginning of season two. It wasn’t
until sometime around the middle of season two that I realized I didn’t just
enjoy the show in the fleeting way I enjoy most comedies – I genuinely loved it. I spent a good deal of each
week looking forward to the next episode. It may not have been the best show on
TV, and it certainly wasn’t the most influential, but its absence leaves me
feeling strangely empty. I guess like so
many of life’s greatest joys, I didn’t really appreciate it until it was gone.
Here are
just a few of the reasons Looking
made the TV world a better place:
It was about gay people. Crude, but true nonetheless. Even in
our era of “too
much of a good thing”, this is a rare phenomenon. Plenty of shows have
LGBTQ characters, but few are about
LGBTQ characters; even Transparent
is as much about Maura’s mostly straight, cisgender children as it is
about her. As AVClub’s Brandon Nowalk points
out, Looking was the only
current American TV show centered exclusively on the gay community,
presenting them as a majority rather than a minority, insiders rather than
outsiders. Although it stirred understandable discontent among some LGBTQ
individuals due to its narrow focus on cisgender, predominantly white men
and its normalization of homosexuality, the fact is that one show can’t be
expected to represent all queer people and was never
intended to. Also, the charges of homonormativity elide the nuanced,
rigorous ways in which Looking
examined self-acceptance, privilege, HIV
and marriage as an institution, among other relevant issues; just this
week, it featured a startlingly pointed conversation that challenged the
legitimacy of monogamy. In a big sense, Looking was a show expressly concerned
with the anxieties of progress and assimilation, subversive in its own
right.